at this very moment

There was a time where it was much easier for me to feel happy again. A time where little things didn’t affect me much. Then I met you. You showed me your twisted world.

Is it right for me to hate you for making me feel pain? I want to get out of this loop hole.  The truth hurts. I want to be able know things without letting it get the best of me. I don’t want to feel so much. I don’t care if i’m being ignorant. What does that matter if I’m always miserable at the end of the day?

And if we had buttons for emotions, this would have turned out differently.

Or, if vampires were real.